Someway, somehow. I don’t want you to push me out completely. I don’t want you to erase me like I’m was never important to you when we both know differently. I don’t you tell me, “just go away!” I don’t want you to replace me. I don’t want to be forgotten. No matter what happens, I always want to be part of your life because that’s way better than having nothing to do with you at all.
AWW AWW omgg your picture just came up on my dash and i'm dying cause you two are super cutee together <3 jss bestfriendd. hurry up and get over here cause we have a lot of shit to catch up on :) loveyouu
thankyouuuuu(: i love you and i cant wait to see you<3
i’m leaving for london in 4 days. my brother and my mom are leaving in two. i have so much sweet16 planning to do before my mom leaves. i need invitations, centerpieces, favors etc. i’ve been so busy getting ready to leave that i’ve barely seen or spoken to landon on the phone. which is so weird because we talk on the phone every night. i miss him so much. i’m so scared about leaving for 3 weeks. and i haven’t figured out why, exactly. i guess i’m just bad at missing people. i get soooo depressed.. it’s ridiculous. i have no idea what i plan on doing. he keeps telling me it’s gonna go by fast & to just enjoy it but i know i won’t. i feel like he’s gonna forget about me, and thing’s are gonna change & be different when i come home, although he promises me otherwise. i need to have a sleepover with jackie before i leave, that’s manditory. i want to see demi and vivian, and nick & emil. my bestfriend wants me to go watch her sweet16 video with her. i still don’t have a phone. i haven’t even packed. i’m just so overwhemled.
Whenever I see your name online, I always stare at it, checking to see if you’ll start talking to me again. All I want is a “hey, how are you?” but I guess you already erased me out of your life and think you’re too good for me now.
My boyfriend is the same exact way. Oh my god, I'm so glad I follow you. My boyfriend just got his first job, because his Mother is never around and they're in a hard time. They always have been. His father is gone, and his older brother left the first chance he got. I'm not rich, but I'm no where near poor. When I want to go to dinner, I offer to pay, because I mean... he works so hard for his money, I feel 100% fine paying for it. I don't want him to pay for me. But he gets like... angry at me. He's like no I don't want you to pay for me. Let's just go to the park, come over and chill. Like, no I want to go to the movies, I want to go iceskating. I want to live and go out with you. And then he talks about it 24/7, he complains and I listen. I will always listen, but sometimes there's bigger things to think about.
i know exactlyyyyy how you feel. i’m so glad you follow me too<3 i wish you weren’t anon though :/ anyway yeah that’s basically my exact situation, single mom & his sister’s out of the house. i understand how hard it is for him but sometimes i really do just wanna go out with him. & i always offer to pay for things and he gets soooooo mad at me. idk, we just have to live with it, i guess. i wish you all the best<3
On tumblr, I express my feelings and opinions way out by ranting & venting in my posts which might annoy the heck out of people. But then in real life, I have a hard time even describing how I feel and what’s on my mind. Blogging just makes me feel a lot better because I can get some of the burden and stress off my shoulders. I just feel free to express however I feel.