i really don’t mean to be. i have such moodswings. the littlest things piss me off. if something doesn’t go my way, i get so angry. i don’t mean to be like that towards you. i don’t even know how you deal with me half the time. all i know is i love you for it. i love you so much. i hope you know that.
I’ll yell at you. I’ll get jealous. I’m stubborn. I over think. I get insecure. My moods are like a roller coaster. I’ll probably never listen to you, and I’ll never do anything right. But I promise you, that if I give you my heart it’s yours. Keep it. I’ll be loyal. I’ll be here when you need me. I’ll love you to the greatest extent I can. I’ll treat you right and I’ll do anything I can to hold our relationship together.
Sometimes you will think you’re not good enough to keep anyone around. You will meet guys who don’t deserve you. You will probably give them your all for a heart break in return. Honestly, it’s you who put yourselves in these situations. Most of you don’t realize inner beauty never outshines outside appearances on the first look. And that’s why you past up the good guys who will make you forget what you want in exchange of what you deserve.
It bothers me when my past is brought up in the wrong way. When no one looks at the things I’ve done right. Instead, those who don’t know me personally would always use every little dirt they have on me, twist up the facts and make it seem like I’m the only one who’s ever done something wrong. Sure, I’ve made a couple mistakes here and there but who I am today is built based on past mistakes. If you can’t see through them, it’s your lost.